Longetivity .. eternal youth or something weaker!

Yoga has for long (i believe) ha proposed the logic that one is entitled only to a specific number of breaths in a lifetime. So, if one needs longevity the only way would be to use breath sparingly. Essentially, one needs to control consumption through relaxed breathing!

How does then one control longetivity of relationships. The same principle i assume. Each one is alotted a limted number of breaths. The lesser u pant and spend towards maintaining one, the longer it exists. By good luck it would last for a lifetime.

There is a reason seconds are well seconds .. lost in time .. carelessly! I still mourn of the firsts, I am not the first. And within – muddled as ever .. DevD and all .. i could have loved or really could I have? Time is unforgiving, and so seconds after first lost, i sit mourning first of the seconds lost.

I don’t know really how to start this one. So, i’ll start with the underlying base of this discussion

Multitasking

Human multitasking or multitasking is the performance by an individual of more than one task at the same time. The term is derived from computer multitasking. An example of multitasking is listening to a radio interview while typing an email. Multitasking can result in time wasted due to human context switching and apparently causing more errors due to insufficient attention.

(From wikipedia :- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_multitasking)

Ever since i came across this term as part of my computer science education, i was aware of the existence or non-existence of it around me. I ‘knew’ that if I could squeeze in more tasks per unit of time, I’d probably be fairing better! I looked down upon people who could only stare at their chat screens, while the other numerous modes of input built into a human body waited for that process to return the thread of control back.

Priority based preemption is now self-adjusting, its not the best yet, it has its own set of parameters unknown to the conscious mind. If I have ever been cranky towards your words or worst still put a deaf ear against your face, u should know where that is coming from – you are probably stuck at the end of a long queue of processes that need attention.

And sometimes, just to avoid all the guilt of having kept you waiting too long, I refrain .. to the time of the day when I can give you all of me you ask for ..

I feel drunk, normally so
Everything good, thoughts
Linger around her
The song that you always loved
The waves that you always heard
Lonesome, she is there
Happiness, she is all you care
Logic defines her, Life is a blur
The anonymous face that u always saw
Finally has form
Touch and proximity are just nouns
Existentiality has new meaning
I will always be greedy, and want more
But there you are.

- Anonymous

Original post – XKCD

I’d be really scared to base my existence or more loosely even my happiness around a single someone or something. It would be a disaster to see my world crumble around it!

That goes for a whole lot of things .. from friends to philosophies, beliefs to love ..

ps: With all your eggs in one basket, you are risking your omlette …

Vanished, originally uploaded by Lara Swift.

Unsure steps, take me home
Wobbly thoughts cling on
Every last drop of intimacy
That last touch of sanity

You indulge to keep your head up
Just enough to breathe
And see the sun shining
Through shimmers on your wet brow

And pant, its tiring
All the love wasted
You grapple on to weeds
Care wasted, strangers to soul

Have u changed, from what it was
A better you she would had hoped
But another nail through you
Is all that it will take

- moi anonymous

Chaos, beautifully bounded by a box .. shades of red for a change .. in a monochromish world!